Why you may ask? The answer is simple. I won't entertain you. You'll be forgotten sooner or later. It's always like that. It has always been. We'll talk for a few days and we'll stop. Everything will be forgotten.
"I've hurt enough people."
See.. I have a problem with myself. I seek for attention, for new friends, for company. You become my friend. We get along for the first few days. But after a while, I'll get bored of you, there'll be nothing in common. I'll get annoyed and I'll start ignoring you. This is the part where everything goes down the drain. You'll ask me why I'm ignoring you and I'll never answer, cause I don't wanna hurt your feelings, but yet I am — unknowingly. I'm an idiot, that's why.
I'm not anti-social, I like making friends. But. I need to make the right ones. When I ignore you, it doesn't mean you're the right one. It just means that we have nothing more in common and I'm too much of a coward to tell you that. We can be friends, but you need to understand that I'm actually not who you think you are. No one knows who's under that mask. No one.
So a peace of advice.
If you want to be a part of my life, get ready. I'll not really entertain you. Cope with me.
and i also hope that someone will change this lazy side of me. i'm sorry.
@maryxtinylamb
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