we were awkward. i needed two of my friends' help before i could talk to him. we were so awkward. he kept on avoiding my eyes. and i learnt something new! his favourite word is "nothing" and his favourite action is shrugging his shoulders.
"we're friends right."
*shrugs shoulders*
"what's happening in school?"
"nothing."
"eh must tell me."
"nothing."
"eh."
"really nothing what."
i dont know if guys say "nothing", they really mean it, coz i know if girls say "nothing", there is something. and now i'm blaming myself.
blaming myself for ditching him, blaming myself for treating him badly, blaming myself for everything. i dont know if i'm in the wrong or not.
you know bliz, if a girl asks you a question, dont try to lie your way out. because she already knows the truth. try lying again.
also, i want to say sorry to ylay.
sorry for judging you so quickly. sorry for badmouthing about you. sorry for saying that you have a bad attitude. last long!
and so, i've been crying my eyeballs out the other night. sorry. ((emogal101))
again, i guess i should just try moving on.
maybe it's time to move on and find something better to do rather than sit and think about this stupid thing.
@maryxtinylamb
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