start

so tomorrow is the start of holidays. two whole months. how am i gna spend it hahahahaha. prolly gna play for the whole november and study a little on the first half of december (not gonna happen).

so why am i writing a blogpost? "theres nothing better to do." that's why.

i've been reading some of my friends' blogposts and i didn't know that i actually played a big part in their lives. so at first i didn't really believe that i mattered, considering the thing with bliz, and how my siblings treat me. then i think again, "why am i being so serious? loosen up abit, mary." people now have been encouraging me. i even received a 'question' on ask.fm saying that i'm awesome and bluhbluh. ( i prolly sound super arrogant now.) sorry for boasting.

but i guess it's time for me to buck up and forget about the past. time to move on. it'll be hard, but there are people who care and love me. I can't let them down. sorry again to bliz. sorry for interfering. (i really need to stop the habit of saying sorry).

meanwhile, i should think of what i should do during my 2 months break. CANT WORK COZ STILL TOO YOUNG UGH SO ANNOYING HMPH. i rlly wanna help my family though.

so it's gonna be the start of something new.