mary angeline —

eXo — miracles in december ( chinese ver. )

我望眼欲穿

看我看不到的你

我侧耳倾听

听我听不到的你

看到曾看不见的画面

听到听不见的声线

你给了我超能力

在你离开了我以后

曾经的我太过自私

只照顾我自己

曾经的我太傻

不懂得你的心

现在的我一天天在改变

明明你不在我身边

却因为你而改变

因为你给的爱

每一次我想你

全世界每一处都是你

夜空下的雪花

每朵都是你的泪滴

好想你瞬间就在眼前

好想让你回到我身边

这无力的超能力

也没有办法挽回你

曾经的我太过自私

只照顾我自己

曾经的我太傻

不懂得你的心

现在的我一天天在改变

明明你不在我身边

却因为你而改变

因为你给的爱

把时间冻结

回到你身边

那回忆的书

翻回过去那一页

那一页的你我

那时候的你和我

不够坚强的我

天天在改变因为你的爱

你改变了一切 (我整个生命)

这一切 (我整个世界)

曾经我对于爱

情不懂感谢珍惜

曾经我以为爱

结束也不可惜

而现在我却因为你改变

明明你不在我身边

我的爱还在继续

就像没有边际

把时间冻结 (我还想)

回到你身边 (回到你身边)

那回忆的书(那回忆)

充满悲伤的语言

随着眼泪消失

再回到那白色季节

我望眼欲穿看我看不到的你

我侧耳倾听听我听不到的你

I gaze longingly
at the you whom I cannot see
I listen carefully
to the you whom I cannot hear

I see the scenes that I couldn’t see before

I can hear the the voices I couldn’t hear before

You have given me super powers

From when you left me

The past me was too selfish,
only caring about myself
The past me was too foolish
to understand your heart
The me of now is changing every day
Clearly, you’re not by my side
But I am changing because of you,
because of the love you gave me

Every time I think of you

My whole world is filled with you

The snow that falls in the night sky

Each one is your tears

I wish that you could appear in front of me in a moment
I wish that you could return to my side
These useless super powers of mine
Are unable to bring you back to me

The past me was too selfish,

only caring about myself

The past me was too foolish

to understand your heart

The me of now is changing every day

Clearly, you’re not by my side

But I am changing because of you,

because of the love you gave me

Let me freeze time
And return to your side
Turning back the pages
In this book of memories
The you and I from that page
the you and I of that time

The me that is not strong enough

is changing everyday because of your love

You changed everything (my entire life)

Everything (my entire world)

The past me did not understand
how to cherish love
I once believed that
even if love ended, it would be fine
But now, I am changing because of you
Clearly, you aren’t by my side
Yet my love is still continuing, as if it knows no bounds

Freezing time (I really want to)

To return to your side (to return to your side)

That book of memories (those memories)

Is filled with words of sadness

As my tears disappear

I return once more to that white season

I gaze longingly at the you whom I cannot see
I listen carefully to the you whom I cannot hear

i can't believe it's already december. oh how time flies. it's kinda scary though. because it'll be
one month to a new year
one month to a new start
one month to january
one month to new beginnings
one month to havoc
one month to school
one month to my birthday.

back to the beginning of 2013.
when i started out my first year in stc, it was kind of scary. to be honest i didn't want to go to my school at all. from my primary school, my secondary school sounded really scary. it was the last of the last school i wanted to go to. but sadly, i had no choice but to go to stc.
i was glad that i made many new friends, and many of them offered me a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, a guide to my new life. after a few weeks, i got used to my new school. it wasn't that bad after all.

i met amazing people, but of course those old ones weren't forgotten. they were still by my side and they are the people i trust. they keep my secrets, they're the best counselors and they are just amazing people.

i'm sure you guys know who you are, those are your twitcons ;) i figured that if i show your faces then, you'll shoot me with a gun heheh oops. but thanks for always listening to my nonsense whatsoever and i shouldn't write a super long corny / cheesy / mushroomy message coz it'll take forever. no seriously.

then there's the other memories ;