Ok so anyways, I'm back. Nothing new here since I rarely update.
Sec 3 life has been fun so far, and not to mention very stressful.
There's so many things going on at the same time, and it always seems like I'm not having enough time for myself anymore. Everyone needs to have their own down time every now and then, and it's so hard to find that time I need for myself, since everyday's a new day and a new adventure.
Everything is starting to pile up though. After something finishes, a new project comes, and the worrying is endless. For now I'm still able to cope with my studies, and hope that I'll be able to maintain this until after CAs, since I'm not having any kind of tuition now hahah. (but sure will die for amaths lah lol)
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Many people have taught me that i shoudn't fully depend on people, especially when they don't even seem to care. They just sweet talk you to make you believe in them, but when you're drowning by yourself, they dont come to save you. They leave you drowning, gasping for air.
This year I want to make a change. I don't want to be that carefree mary that i always was, I want to be more careful in choosing who my real friends are because;
Sometimes we're just too blind to see that someone is always there for us when we're chasing after someone that never gives us the attention we deserve.
Sometimes we just have to open our eyes and see what we fail to see.
Sometimes you just got to ask yourself, who's really there for you?
Who's the person that truly cares about you?
Who's the person that will never fail to greet you good morning and goodnight when no one else does?
Who's the person that accepts you for you are, no matter how beautiful or ugly you are on the inside and outside?
Who's the person who will always love you no matter what?
Remember, God gave us eyes not to just see, but to also find and look for the ones that genuinely like and accept you.
Never take anyone for granted. Always open up, look around you. When you think that you're all alone, wake up. Someone is there for you. You just fail to see it.
So imma end it here. Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! I'm going to end this off by sharing with you some of the photos from the impromptu shoot with my fam yesterday (:
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