letter to self

you think you're giving your hundred?
you're not.
you think you're doing enough?
you're not.
you think you've been caring enough?
you're not.
you think you know your surroundings?
you're not.
you think you know what to say?
you don't.
you think you know what you're feeling?
you don't.
you think you know what you're feeling?
you don't.
you don't know anything.

that's what you've been telling yourself since january 8 2000.

you don't know yourself.
you don't know your family.
you don't know your friends.
you don't know your classmates.
you don't know your partner.
you don't know the situation.
you don't understand anything.

you don't know.
anything.